Leave me alone

I'm tired of trying to please you
When I do, you just thank me, and
then despise me

I'm tired of giving you nice messages,
nice gifts,
nice words.
Because you end up
using me anyways.


I'm tired of trying to get a long with you
When I forgive you, you just don't learn
and think I'll forgive you

I'm tired of the "can you?"s and the "please"s.
and then the cold attitude you give me after I help.
Like mixing water which is clear,
and dirt, which isn't,
this doesn't mix at all.

So leave me alone.
What's the use if you just
keep repeating your mistakes over and over?
and never learn?

I know you are using me
I know you hate me
I'm not going to be any more insulted

Real friends
aren't jealous of eachother,
aren't hateful of eachother,
and love eachother.

So why can't you be like that
?

Another poem of mine. How is it?
Can you guess what's happening?